Moderators: I had a n00b question here, some feedback and negative points were given and post was deleted.
I'm not an admin so I don't know what was said on this deleted post.
You should be able to see your own, deleted posts. This question was closed and later deleted because questions about skepticism itself, like yours, are off-topic here. Your question was also very subjective, we generally require questions that have an objective answer, this is a Q&A site and it is not meant for extended discussions.
There was a comment on the question explaining this, and you should still be able to see it even when the question is deleted.
The comment said:
Welcome to Skeptics.SE, makerofthings7! This question is not on topic, as defined in the FAQ. Skeptics.SE is about applied skepticism, not the philosophical aspect of it.